Tuesday, September 18, 2007
As for me, I'm not talking to Him
I know when your a Christian your not supposed to ask why but WHY???? I'm a (I think) good Christian I go to church every Sunday, I try to show an Christian example, We give an offering every Sunday (I admit it's not 10% but we can't afford that), and I try to talk to other people about God and His love. So why God are you doing this to me?? I am having a REALLY bad day. I had two jobs I was waiting to hear from. Well they both called today and said I'm sorry we have filled the position. WHAT?? Money is really starting to get tight around here. And I prayed and prayed (and other people were praying for me) for a job so I could help provide for my family. I told God that the school job was the PERFECT job for me. I love little children, I want to be a teacher someday. And the babysitter is just 2 miles from the school. Just perfect for our family. The bank job I was hoping for great hours and GREAT pay. Would've been a little drive BUT I was willing. I just don't get it. God knows we need money and I need a job. Two perfect jobs just gone. Why God? Why? I know He might have another plan BUT couldn't I just have worked at one of these jobs till then? lol Life is horrible right now. I'm sorry to be such a downer today in my blog BUT I just had to get it out. I'm not one to keep things inside. So if God truly is listening please pray for me and my family. I promise next blog will be more positive with pictures.
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About Me
- Christine
- I'm from a small town in northwest Ohio. I've been married to the love of my life Scott for almost 5 years. And our daughter is 2. I'm currently a bank teller. And I'm trying to get a closer relationship with God.
1 comment:
Ohhhh, I am soooo sorry! I know you were reall wanting one of those two jobs. That really sucks! But you are right, God does have another plan for you. Only He knows what it is right now, but it will all work out! We have had a few times when we've really gotten ourselves in a crunch financially and I decide it's time to start looking for a job and something always happens and I'm not able to. I'm so glad I've been blessed to stay home but I do fear that may come to an end sooner than later. Who knows, maybe an absolute AWESOME job will com your way. But I totally know what you mean, why couldn't of this worked out until God's plan did unfold??? I will continue praying for you. God will provide in one way or another! Hold tight to your faith, I know you will!
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